Confusion

That which gives a greater urge to seek (1984-0731); When the confusion is there… when the Saints are attacked, the aggressor can be removed… but, the Saints become mixed up, or confused with those negative forces… in which it is very difficult to make him see the light. But you have seen the situation very well… and the subtler you grow, the subtler they become… and they start giving you ideas which are so negative. But you cannot see them. So the problem today is very delicate – there are no absolute Saints… there are no absolute bad people… such a mixture… a confusion – that is what this Kali yuga is… these modern times are. The only way to get rid of them is to surrender… that’s the only way… there is no other way out… because when you surrender… the spirits, the negativity, the satanic forces just disappear. They have no interest in a person who is surrendered to God. They cannot surrender. If they surrender… they’ll also become Saints. All the time to think… ‘what are my catches… what are my negativities’ is not going to help you… just surrender all these ideas that are coming to you… and you will find that all absurd ideas will run away. This is the easiest way to get rid of your problems… is just to surrender (1980-1019)

‘Realisation’ is that you become ‘one’ with the Absolute… you know the Absolute… once you know the Absolute, then only you can know the Relative. Unless and until you know the Absolute, you are in confusion… because everything is relative… and that is why nobody knows what is really right, and what is not. So you have to have an ‘Absolute Point’… like, you have ‘One Metre’ in Paris, which is a fixed thing… so when you say it is ten metres, then it is ten times of that metre which is in Paris. But because we have not found our Absolute, we are in confusion… and so the first thing is, that we must find our Absolute… and the Absolute is the Spirit (1979-1009.1.1)

The Spirit is existing… creating waves… it vibrates… without any percussion. For example… to make a sound… I have to clap my hand, one to another… or, supposing… a stone… thrown in a pond… has to hit the water… to create that pattern of waves… but the Spirit… just without any percussion, it creates. It is said that Spirit is Nisbund… it is not a thing that goes into percussion… it doesn’t create this Bundana. For example, I am sitting here… you can feel my vibrations… the waves are coming… without any percussion… it just emits. In the same way… your Spirit. Maybe you feel it when you touch it, through your Kundalini when it is awakened… but when it is connected to your attention… then your attention receives those waves without percussion… which flow in your hands as Chaitanya Lahari, as these waves… and because it is coming from the Absolute, you get a complete answer about the Absolute, from this (1979-1009.1.1)

First is Yoga… means the Unity, or as called in Sanskrit, Yukti… of your attention, called as Jiva… and your Spirit, called as Shiva. These two must meet… unless and until they meet, you cannot reach your Absolute… or Aapar, in Sanskrit… so then there is no Paraspara… means there is nothing Relative about it – it’s an absolute thing. Then, you get your Kshema… means your well-being, after Yoga… and then you gradually start maturing… and once you mature, understandingly, properly… then you have to keep a certain amount of Suchitta, purity. If you do not keep that Suchitta… that purity within yourself, and that truthfulness about it, you won’t progress that fast… it is for you to do it… if you do not do it, you are the loser (1979-1009.1.1)

Now when the maturity starts also, in the beginning, some people are quite confused… if they are able to get out of it… then they can establish themselves. But if they cannot… if they still remain in the same confusion… then, they can be lost… and they can never get out of it. This confusion has to be fought… has to be faced… has to be seen. This confusion comes because of conditionings you have had… lots of conditionings you have had… you have had lots of brain washing… also you have had physical problems… mental problems… and also the atmosphere… and all kinds of other things… that have spoilt your instrument… but because of your Kundalini awakening, your chakras get enlightenment… and through this enlightenment you can see everything… and you start correcting yourself… and rising higher and higher (1979-1009.1.1)

Some people achieve maturity much faster than others… despite the fact that they may have been ruined by many… but still they do it. What makes it very quick is the left side, what we call Mahakali’s power… or we can call it as Iccha Shakti… the power of Desiring. If the power of Desiring is very strong, and comes from your heart… absolutely from your heart… then it works much faster. Once you put your heart to it, everything will work out well… because the whole force is coming from your heart… because in the heart resides the Spirit. So the only judging point is… ‘am I doing it from my heart… or… am I doing it superficially’ (1979-1009.1.1)

Tape References

Date/Ref – Title – Qual – mins

–1980-1019 Fighting Asuras, Durga Temple, Hampstead, see 1982-0514 good 15 1979-1009.1 Maintaining purity of S Yoga/Where… stand in Sahaja Yoga 1980-1019.3 Spreading Sahaja Yoga in Europe

1984-0731 Middlesborough PP [PP video set 4/1,2] good

– end – 17 Jun 2003